Wednesday, September 30, 2009


The felt is on the roof!  Erik will put the rest of the windows and house wrap on over the next week...



back...


shed...

side of the shop...

garden...

play house and trampoline...

Saturday, September 26, 2009

Week 10

Week 10 of treatment....is that all?  It seems so much longer than that!

Ava's treatment went well yesterday and she & Erik were able to fly home last night :) She still has a stuffy nose and cough but NO fever. I was just excited she was able to go to Anchorage and even more when they were able to do it all in one day...what a relief!!!


She came home and told me all about her visit - I think this is the first one where I wasn't there. Next week it is my turn to go with her. Anyway she was disappointed that Austin wasn't here to greet her but is looking forward to seeing him tonight. Austin is in Delta picking up grain for his cows and helping his Pappa with who knows what.

There is snow on the ground this morning and it is 33* - It looks as though the inevitible is here :(

Anyway all is good and we are looking forward to a healthy week for Ava snow or no snow.

Thursday, September 24, 2009

Ava - Stuffy Nose and Cough

Ava will travel to Anchorage tomorrow for chemo with Erik. Right now, she has a seriously stuffy nose and a croupy cough.


If there is one thing that irritates Ava to no end it would be a stuffy nose!!! NO fever though but she is going to stay home today just in case. Praying, praying, praying that no fever pops up and her stuffy nose an cough improves as the day goes on.

Ava's hair has also begun it's course of thinning out pretty good. Keep in mind she has some really, really thick hair. The amount of hair in the hairbrush the other day put things into perspective. I think it is time for a hair cut with some layers in it. I don't think she will lose it all but that it will just thin out quite a bit. I don't think she even notices yet but when Erik noticed - I knew I wasn't imagining things.

Thanks to some extremely generous co-workers the airtravel is covered tomorrow and for the next few weeks....Thanks everyone.

~Nichole (and Erik, Austin & Ava)

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

Ava's Treatment Plan and Misc. updates...

Ava began her treatment plan on July 24th.


Phase I consists of 6 weeks of chemotherapy and steroids along with other medications to reduce side effects of the chemo and steroids.

Phase II consists of chemo and steroids once every 3 weeks for 9 weeks

Phase III consists of chemo and steroids – schedule to be determined for 9 weeks.


Ava had surgery to install her port on Tuesday July 22nd. Her first chemo was on Friday July 24th and her second treatment on July 31st. We were in Seattle at Children’s Hospital for both of these treatments. On August 7th we were released from Seattle Children’s and flew to Anchorage for Ava’s third treatment on August 7th.

Providence Children’s Hospital in Anchorage is working closely with our team in Seattle to make sure all treatment plan and follow ups are on the right track. In the mean time we spend our week at home in Fairbanks and travel to Anchorage on the weekends for Ava’s weekly chemo treatments.

Ava had been breezing through all her chemo sessions up until her 6th week. On August 29th, the day after treatment 6 Ava spiked a high fever (up to 104.6). We were halfway between Anch and Fairbanks and had a choice to turn around or continue on and check into the ER once in Fairbanks. Once in Fairbanks we….well…it was a bit nightmarish but Ava was in and out of the hospital for about 2-1/2 weeks.

After Ava’s 6th chemo (August 28th) she had her follow up and scans to see how her body was responding to the treatment. On Sept. 8th the results were in and Ava’s tumor did not shrink enough to move on to phase II of the treatment plan. This means she continues with her weekly chemo for the next 6 weeks along with steroids. On week 6 she will be scanned and tested again and we go from there.

On Sept 18th we finally headed back to Anchorage for chemo after missing 2 treatments. So far so good and she is on schedule to go again this Friday. She is one brave and tough little girl and will get through this.

We have had some amazing support pour through over the last few weeks from so many family, friends, neighbors and co-workers. We are so thankful for everything from helping us put the roof on our house to homecooked meals and airline miles for us to travel to Anchorage and back.

Thanks so much for all of your support, thoughts, prayers, words of encouragement - everything!!
The trusses are up, the roof is ON!  We had a lot of help from friends and family over the last month to get it sealed in and ready for winter.  Let it snow....well, not just yet.
Mtich, Tim and Brian and Mike - THANK YOU for all of your help!

Mitch is in the pic above

Tim hiding behind the wall...

Tim sitting in the window...

Erik trimming things down...

Brian peeking out of the window...


There is Miss Ava - that is a long way down!!!

Ahh...the view - not too bad from the 2nd floor.

Saturday, September 12, 2009

Walls and 2nd Floor

This is where we left off (begining of July) on the house building prior to emergently traveling to Seattle for Ava's medical.  It is now September 12th and Erik is working on putting the trusses up this weekend. 
Erik working on the second floor - I think we are putting the
BCI's up here - that was an interesting task!
We are hoping to just weather it in and call it good for now.  It is time to put this project aside and focus on Ava and Austin as well.
Walls...
2nd floor almost up!

TVSF 2009

Austin entered a Steer, Pig and Goose in the Tanana Valley State Fair this year.

Austin & Chinook below.

Austin whispering into Chinook's ear - you had to be there. 
We were all wondering what he was whispering to him...

Austin receiving his ribbon - Chinook was Reserve Grand Champion

Austin and his pig - Ember

Not sure what place he took

Austin's geese...

My nephew Brenden took Grand Champion with his goat -
we were all SO proud of him :)
Ava is to the left Eadie is to the right.

Ava and Eadie with Ava's goat - with everything going on we
managed to get her goat entered into the fair.

Ava with her goat and Eadie to right.

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

September is Histiocytocis AND Cancer Awareness Month...

The Chosen Mothers


by Erma Bombeck

Most women become a mother by accident, some by choice and a few by habit. Did you ever wonder how mother's of children with life threatening illnesses are chosen?

Somehow, I visualize God hovering over earth selecting His instruments for propagation with great care and deliberation. As He observes, He instructs His angels to make notes in a giant ledger.......

"Armstrong, Beth, son, patron saint Matthew"

Forrest, Marjorie, daughter, patron saint Cecilia"

Rutledge, Carrie, twins, patron saint Gerard."

Finally, He passes a name to an angel and says, "Give her a child with cancer." The angel is curious. "Why this one, God? She's so happy."

"Exactly," smiles God, "Could I give a child with cancer a mother who does not know laughter? That would be cruel."

"But, does she have patience?" asks the angel,

"I don't want her to have too much patience or she will drown in a sea of self-pity and despair. Once the shock and resentment wears off, she will handle it."

"I watched her today," said God. "She has that feeling of self-independence that is so rare and necessary in a mother. You see, the child I'm going to give her has it's own world. She has to make it live in her world and that's not going to be easy."

"But Lord, I don't think she believes in you," said the angel.

"No matter, I can fix that. This one is perfect. She has just enough selfishness."

The angel gasps, "Selfishness? Is that a virtue?"

God nods. "If she can't separate herself from the child occasionally, she'll never survive. Yes, here is the woman I will bless with a child less than perfect. She doesn't realize it yet, but she is to be envied. She will never take anything her child does for granted. She will never consider a single step ordinary. I will permit her to see clearly the things I see....ignorance, cruelty, prejudice....and allow her to rise above them."

"And what about her patron saint" asks the angel, his pen poised in mid-air.

God smiles and says..."A mirror will suffice."

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

Children's Hospital and Ronald McDonald House

Waiting....we did that a lot while we were there.

Resting...we did that a lot while we were there too...

Pokes and more pokes...

Ava riding a bike in the halls on the SCCA floor.

Ava out to dinner with Suzy.  Karen and Suz drove up from
Portland one day to visit us for the afternoon :)

Ava and Suzy...

Karen, Ava and Ronald at Ronald McDonald House


Ava eating ice cream - we walked down the street to Baskin Robins.